INSIDE MY SOUL #4

In nature's cradle, bliss resides,

Where nurturing hands gently guide.

A mother's touch, a baby's delight,

In love's embrace, dreams take flight.

Soldier's valor, sacrifice profound,

For homeland's honor, duty bound.

A flower's bloom, nectar sweet,

In fragrant hues, a melody is complete.

From seed to sprout, a plant's debut,

Life's journey begins, anew.

The world's canvas painted bright,

With joy and wonder, pure and light.

In every breath, in every sigh,

Bliss whispers softly, passing by.

Open your heart, and you will see,

The world's abundant symphony! 

INSIDE MY SOUL #3

I love him!!

Because,

It is impossible for him!! 😜😜

INSIDE MY SOUL#2

LOVE... this one thing, that rips every human being at almost all stages of life. Though you are fallen in or out of love with your husband or your boyfriend or friend or your parents, nevertheless, it teaches you a lesson for life. At the end, it makes you to realize you are just an empty useless bowl, unless, you are filled with potion of love!  

Dad!! This is for you... 

I miss you now and after all these days, I realize that how much you mattered to me in my life. You have always been an important person who carved every stone in my life. Now, I feel empty both physically and mentally.  

There are times, I think about you, how you took care of me when I was sick and when I am down with illness, you try to aid me with your home made remedies. Oh! How much I miss your talks on random things. How much I miss those unending talks and silly fights that we had back at Institute. How much I miss your serene smile. How much I miss your presence around me.  How much I miss that selfless lover and energetic motivator of mine.

There were times that we remained  angry on each other over useless and silly things, but at the end of the day, you welcome me with your warm smile as if nothing has happened. You have always treated me like a princess, of course, not like other fathers who have adorned their daughters with  beautiful jewelry or with plenty of toys or other materialistic stuffs, rather you had been my second mother, a teacher, a mentor, a friend and someone who always induce my traits to put me into better way.  You trusted me; at the same time, you questioned  my ability, you made me independent as well as dependent, you made me bold as well as timid.  Yes, I have committed grave mistakes in my life yet you embraced me with your love and trust.  Why did you leave me alone when I needed you the most in my life? And now and at this moment, whom shall I rely upon? If there is God and your ardent faith is true why did he give you that miserable death to you and intolerable pain, voidness to us??!   

Perhaps, I have never considered you as a hero or visualized you as a role model. But, indeed, it was you who taught me to struggle against the odds with that smile on the face and girt in the heart. I have seen your both ups and downs and how you  have overcame those situations, mentally and physically. You are my example for both sides of the coins -- for how one should live and one shouldn't be.

I have never told you that I have loved you or how much that I wanted to embrace  you or sleep on your shoulders how you used to carry me when I was a kid. I wish, I were a kid now. I wish that if I could go back to those  days and  relive the moments that I have failed to and missed to express. *Shrugs*

I know that I cannot see you or hear you now but one thing for sure,  that I could feel your presence around me when I am happy or low.  Though, I know that seeing or talking to you again is impossible in my life, but, I want to say this to you now after all these years (never said when you were with me). I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU SO MUCH, DAD!! :( :'(. (Hoping it would reach you) :(

INSIDE MY SOUL #1

I know, when you leave me I’ll be shattered to live up my life again like before. First time in my life, I tried to cling on to someone. Because, I like you; I love you with all my heart and soul.  But, I should accept the reality that some people in life are not meant to be together forever. So, I cannot simply give up on my life. Since, it is more precious than before.  I’ll hug you every second with the moments and time that we spent together. It is impossible to leave you behind in my memories.

The bond – The connection we hold on each other cannot be broken which is beyond the time; the ages!!

Maybe sometime, somewhere in the outer space our love galore and our souls unite!!